Ok, time to take down the previous pointless journal i guess <_<
I don't really have a lot of things to tell you... well... actually i could tell you quite a lot of things I just don't feel like it
anyway, life is a funny thing really. One year ago I was a very happy man with a lot of plans and hopes. Few months ago I was a man who though his world ended and nothing's going to make it turn again. And now I'm a man who can see how many possibilities just passed me by during last few years of my life. I see a close friend, maybe even more then a friend where I saw just another someone I met on the Internet. I see places I can go to without looking at others. I see things I could never do and I see myself, the real me not the one I was so desperately trying to became for someone who in the end couldn't even appreciate my efforts.
Yeah, all in all there is a motion in my life and I'm not really going to choose directions here. Let's see where the river takes me.
The other news involve as always a shitload of things I'm suppose to be doing at the moment instead of updating my journal, but meh <_<

have a nice day/night/whatever

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